Do I really need one?

Ok so it's come to my attention that I really need to take this drawin thing a bit more seriously. I know that my "skill" is pretty mediocre, but I do have confidence that if study and learn from other artists and make a solid attempt to actually read and study these tutorials (mainly photoshop) that I've dowloaded, then I should at least get somewhat better. I plan on goin back to school in the fall (August), delta state university, basic 4 year university, but that's all I can afford I wanted to go to a 100% art school like academy of art, or this one in florida called the ringlin school of art and design, but MY GOD they're expensive! If I jus had a raw god-like talent and skill then I would be more inclined to risk bein like 100+ grand in debt, but seein as I don't...then I'd rather gamble wit DSU wich is only gonna be like $4-$5 grand a semester as opposed to Ringlin wich is like $25-$30 grand a semester (not as if I would get accepted anyways). Ah well whatever it's supposedly a pretty good school and they supposedly have an "excellent" art program. Think I'm gonna try a double major, graphics design...and sumthin else, photography or fine arts. Life is SERIOUSLY like a game of poker and u can only play the cards that ur dealt...it's up to u to play them as best u can.

- in other news, I bought like almost 30 mangas from this one store maybe like 2 years ago, and I've only read like maybe 3 or 4 of them Vagabond, Blade of the Immortal, Hellsing, and a couple more. I just don't have the urge to read em', what's wrong wit me?!? I got a great deal too, they were all like basically like 90-95% off!!! I need to make my way back to that store...

why do I need headers and footers?!? This is'nt a paper that I'm writing, it's a JOURNAL entry!!!